Tuesday, May 30, 2006Thanks
I am not going to deny that i was more unhappy today than sad over what had happened today. I am not going to elaborate on it but i have only one thing to say, "Yes of coz if u had done it, nothing would have happened. How many times have you done it already?"
Thanks for the concern some of my frens showed me, but i didnt want it to spill over to the rest of the class, but then i wasnt in a very "conversatory" mode after that, if i offended anyone, sorry about it.
Luckily got JJ n Stamfy accompany me study, my mood start to change for the better with them around. But no need keep asking me le, i dun wan to talk abt it liao :) And Huat ah huat, u nv come to study with us again... U better be studying at home ah! CT IS COMING.
Think today studied until alittle too late... JJ was sleeping on the way back lol... Tml dun study until so late le lor haha
>Fired at 11:15 PM
熟能生巧
醒着像睡着躺着像思考
晨昏颠倒
感情太单调竟然是烦恼
如何是好
也许来阵风雨花谢满地
黯然神伤的困扰
可以刺激那颗浑浑噩噩
失去了烈火激情的大脑
吹风就感冒
淋雨就发烧
有爱就好
我不再逃
空虚日子这一路都在熬
也许爱情就是熟能生巧
你绝对想不到我多渴望
让生活染上一些颜料
是红橙黄或蓝靛紫都好
一圈一圈的围绕
终于能自在地坦承说爱你
火一点就燃烧
可以刺激那颗浑浑噩噩
失去了烈火激情的大脑
吹风就感冒
淋雨就发烧
有爱就好
我不再逃
空虚日子这一路都在熬
也许爱情就是熟能生巧
你绝对想不到我多渴望
让生活染上一些颜料
是红橙黄或蓝靛紫都好
一圈一圈的围绕
终于能自在地坦承说爱你
火一点就燃烧
我不再逃
空虚日子这一路都在熬
也许爱情就是熟能生巧
你绝对想不到我多渴望
让生活染上一些颜料
是红橙黄或蓝靛紫都好
一圈一圈的围绕
终于能自在地坦承说爱你
火一点就燃烧
Source: e7w.com
>Fired at 10:58 AM
Monday, May 29, 2006Job on Offer
Stayed in school to try to study for CT today... i dunnoe if its fruitful for everyone... but i think it had been quite fruitful for me in the sense that its the first time this sem that i have literally sat down to study. I know i have to do it already so no choice also. The progress isnt very fast but at least its better than none. I dunnoe if its really helping the others that much anot also leh... coz i think they might really study more if they are at home instead... thats what i feel la... dun wanna make u all waste time also...
Stamfy left early after his zhu tou finished her class and kelv also left soon after coz his house damn far away, then left me and JJ study only haha, huat also never call us la (pang seh us =x) lol. Study with JJ is very funny, we always digress out of the book de, haha but at least we studying still lol, coz if i at home surely WoW de, and he will be dota-ing haha! But No games this week REMEMBER!?
Happy and unhappy things keep coming at me alternatingly these past few weeks, be it from frens in school, outside school, family, and game, its getting to be tiring and abit annoying. I noe life isnt one straight bumpless road, but i think i need to hire a new person to lay the road for me to remove some of the bumps and fill some of the holes on this road.
>Fired at 11:53 PM
Saturday, May 27, 2006Finally!
FINALLY Finished Booking the Tickets... took a total of more than 2 hours 30 mins. Worse than waiting in the queue can... lol. They should seriously upgrade their system.
>Fired at 6:33 PM
STUDY Study study...
Went out study with JJ this morning... was late for half an hour... (sorry... =/) remembered had to reply kelvin the email about our IS, so was busy replying... thought would make it in time but... haha........ =/
Went macdonald eat, thought can study there after that, we were TERRIBLY wrong... Macdonald is a play heaven for kids... They play with their new happy meal toys, play with the balloons that the library upstairs are giving away free, and JJ got "headshot"ed haha
We end up talking all the way to 3pm and we decided that we'll gonna be staying in school to pia next week for the CT! Really need to pia...! Anyone care to join us? haha
Some of the posts that were previously typed halfway and saved are gonna slowly appear...
One more thing... Singapore companies should really upgrade their hardware/bandwidth to provide more quality service to their customers if they provide an online service. Seriously, trying to book movie tickets online is a chore more than anything else imaginable. The long load and processing times plus countless errors from overloaded scripts that we are getting is really not "good" business. Singapore only have a population of around 4 million, imagine if its in the US.
>Fired at 4:05 PM
Thursday, May 25, 2006Tiring day...
Just came back from a very tiring day... Slept pretty late last night and woke up late and got to class late again... Mr Siregar must be so used to me being late le... =/ hope he dun mark me down on that...
After his lesson which he released us off early so that we can try to do the legwork of our IS project, we went to try to seek some help from other "school" lecturers but it wasnt very fruitful, as i get the feeling that there was an unwillingness to help, maybe i was wrong and it was because he was busy. All i think i get was, no this is not possible, no this is not going to work out, although i do thank him for providing us with some probable components etc.
Then we went down to Sim Lim Tower as i heard from my fren that there are alot of shops selling electronic stuffs down there, and sure enuff there are really alot, but really few who was willing to lend us their expertise, we literally went to every shop to ask, and there was only 1 shop in the whole building who was able to help us. But the price he quoted is seriously way too expensive (yes maybe i am inexperienced with the way money works in the world, but $500 for a half done product is in my opinion is overpriced). That day really sort of make me regret not continuing my studies on computer engineering previously. If such a simple input/memory retention device already have such worksmanship value...... i might as well go buy a calculator...
Went to SLS after we split to check out the hardware prices and found that the harddisk prices are dirt cheap compared to the past, hope to get a new harddisk soon... I REALLY NEED SPACE.
>Fired at 6:43 PM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006Think your home is the safest place in the world? Think again.
Got a scare today when i came back home... One of the lifts in my block was undergoing maintanance but it was still servicing residents... so i walked right into it after its doors opened when i press the "going up" button outside. Guess what! The damn floor of the lift is like 3 or 4 inches lower than the floor outside! Zzz normally it would be nothing, but i was thinking about somethings and wasnt paying attention to the surroundings, the sudden "dropping" feeling is like amplified dunnoe how many times...
>Fired at 6:24 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006I run...
I run because I fear,
I fear that I will shed a tear,
A tear which drops from my heart,
And another for you, thirty miles apart.
I run because I doubt,
I doubt myself for everything
Everything which I love,
Everything which I want.
I run because I forget,
Forget all the troubles,
All the troubles which bring pain and suffering
All the troubles which tear me down into nothing.
I run because I remember,
Remember the times we had together
Together was the word we made
Falling apart was what I hate.
I run because it seems so far,
So far from my piercing heart
So far from the deepest wounds
So far, from the miserable tones.
I run because I think,
I think I could make it to the end
The end of what we call the beginning
For the beginning, it's all but nothing.
I run because I feel,
I feel the wind breezing through my skin,
I feel the sweat dripping into my eyes,
I feel your presence by my side.
I run because I look
I look around deep inside,
Deep inside what everyone can be,
Deep inside, things which I could see.
I run because I'm afraid
Afraid to lose you at the beginning,
Afraid that beginning was just imaginating,
Imaginating of what we would be.
I run because I perspire,
To fill up all my current desires.
Desires to hide away from the gospel of truth,
Retire away from the darkness and shame.
I run, I run for there is too far for me to catch
I run for there is too great for me to reach
I run for the one who inspires me
I run for the one who desires me
I run for the one who breaks my heart
I run for the one who crushes me apart
I run for the beautiful someone
I run for the gorgeous someone
I run for the one who seeks the truth
I run for the one, the one who is just you...
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Not i write de, someone in our guild posted de, think its very meaningful so thought wanna share it here hahah, meaningful hor?
YEA Today our guild just down Vael! so sad for kelv tho =x haha!~
>Fired at 11:51 PM
Friday, May 19, 2006Change Blogskin again...
Changed blogskin again... haha and this time to a much nicer one i think (than the musicbox one). Just in case you are wondering, the skin dun mean anything, i used it becoz it looked funny and nice haha!
Been abit sian in school lately, so sometimes wasnt talking/thinking much in school. And no, i aint angry about anything (dunnoe y marilynn say i looked angry during pract on wednesday) maybe its becoz im tired.
>Fired at 10:44 PM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006Life, Irony, Wish
Life is becoming very much an irony, things u perceive as true isnt really what it appears to be, things that u think would never ever happen just happens, its becoming very hard to discern the real from the unreal. Somethings that u wish will become true, u noe will have very little to no chance of happening, y do u feel guilty sometimes of doing somethings when its really what u wanted in the first place...? And no, i dun mean bad things.
And no, if any of u are reading this, please dun try to guess what i mean, as u probably have as much chance of getting it right as me having my wish, so.. dun.
Still no time (and mood) to change the layout still... soon soon.
>Fired at 6:39 AM
Tuesday, May 09, 200625 SIGNS YOU HAVE GROWN UP
From lance, some of these are pretty funny especially the last one
25 SIGNS YOU HAVE GROWN UP
1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them.
2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question.
3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge.
4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed.
5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator.
6. You watch the Weather Channel.
7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up."
8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14.
9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up."
10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo.
11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you.
12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore.
13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up.
14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers.
15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt.
16. You take naps.
17. Dinner and a movie is the whole date instead of the beginning of one.
18. Eating a basket of chicken wings at 3 AM would severely upset, rather than settle, your stomach.
19. You go to the drug store for ibuprofen andantacid, not condoms and pregnancy tests.
20. A $4.00 bottle of wine is no longer "pretty good shit."
21. You actually eat breakfast food at breakfast time.
22. "I just can't drink the way I used to" replaces "I'm never going to drink that much again."
23. 90% of the time you spend in front of a computer is for real work.
24. You drink at home to save money before going to a bar.
25. When you find out your friend is pregnant you congratulate them instead of asking "Oh shit what the hell happened?"
Bonus:26: You read this entire list looking desperately for one sign that doesn't apply to you and can't find one to save your sorry old ass.
>Fired at 8:49 AM
Adaptation is a form of creativity...
Imitation, Adaptation, Innovation, Invention are all processes that involves creativity, the difference between them are the level of creativity found in each process... haha i dunnoe y i keep using this phrase... must be becoz this is the one phrase that i have heard so many times over the past year :)
Anyway, what i was trying to say was, this blog is under renovation, and if links and stuffs does not work/appear right, it is unintended and will be corrected soon (i dunnoe how soon though)
I might yet find another skin if:-
1) i am still not satisfied with how different colored text appear under a black background,
2) i get sick of the design. It looked nice when i first saw it, but its getting less and less appealing,
3) i get sick of improving the code for the skin. Seriously this skin imo is very primitive as it lacks alot of codes that other skins offer. You can see that my tagboard is hanging "in space".
Comments welcomed.
>Fired at 4:10 AM