Monday, March 27, 2006Life is so complicated...
At times, i feel i am very bad towards my family members especially my mum. I dunnoe y but i feel i always put my friends b4 them and treat my friends better than them. I dun wan for this also, but just dunnoe y that is the case or y i feel like that.
But at other times, i feel i let down some of my friends down alot also. I think i have managed to piss off a good friend of mine so much that i really dunnoe what i can do to save the friendship. I know i was very wrong to not keep my words for so many times already, but just somehow, bad luck or whatever, i always seem to let him down by breaking my words. I admit and think/feel that i really did not try hard enuff and took some things for granted. Really hope to fix this sooner rather than later but i dunnoe how.
Then, sometimes, i feel i let myself down alot. Sometimes i dun dare to say things that i feel. There are alot of situations like that but... Like yesterday in WoW, i wiped (unintentionally, but noobish still) the raid at Mojodomo becoz noob me went to multishot those targets and break those sheeps. Its my fault yes i admit it i know it was my fault. It was noob of me to use multishot b4 four of the adds were dead, but seriously i forgot. I reminded myself not to multishot when we reached mojo's doorstep, but after waiting for nearly half and hour i forgot about it (and i took the chance to get food, drinks etc etc so as to not disrupt the raid as much as possible) I admited and apologised for the wipe and thank all the people in the raid for understanding, really.
But i just do not understand y hunters are always the ones to get stick for other normal wipes/unneccessary draw of aggro. Hunters have the best threat-clearing skill in WoW, y would we be more probable to draw aggro away from the main tank than other dps classes like the warlock and the mage? Warlock have no threat reducing capabilities except if they are demonogy built with (i forgot which pet, is it the VW?) a pet summoned (or was it sacrificed?) Even so, if they over aggro, its GG for them already coz they cant get it down anyway. Mages have Ice block if they are frost spec but that skill doesnt reduces their threat level, but only make them invulnerable thus the npc looking for something else to hit while the Ice block is up, but her threat level remains and if the main tank is unable to regain aggro during the duration of her ice block, they are also GG.
I find myself and other hunters i guess, in a no-win situation. Imagine if u stand beside a mage/warlock and both of us are dpsing, then the fuking big giant come stomping towards you and u see it and u feign death, success - not resisted. But bad news, that angry giant is still stomping towards you. But becoz of ur successful feign death, you know its not you the giant is looking for. So what should the hunter do? (1) Should he stay his ground to show that its not him that the giant is coming for, and getting stomped to death in the process (becoz of the AoE effect)? Still, some ppl will still think that its the hunter's fault becoz he fuking died becoz he overaggroed. (2) Or shld the hunter start to retreat and get screamed for overdpsing (y? becoz retreating is the first thing that usually comes to ppl's mind when in danger and by retreating you are demostrating that you think you are in danger) and maybe survive the ordeal in the process?
In most situations, I always use Aimed shot and multishot (except in instances when i am not supposed to like in the mojodomo's fight EXCEPT for the incident yesterday when i forgot not to) whenever the skill becomes available and if i have the mana to. Why? Becoz i believe that if we are to progress faster through the trash mobs, everyone should do their part to dps to their limit (without endangering the raid survival of coz). I personally do not believe in clicking autoshot once for every mob that the raid comes across. It will make me fall asleep halfway. Thats y i retired my warlock in another server (and the stupid shard farming of coz is the other reason).
Most pro hunters should have a feel of "when they will gain aggro from the mob" and feign death appropriately already. I dun dare claim myself to be a pro hunter, but at least semi-pro, and i usually knows the point when i will gain aggro, thus the feign death every now and then. But there are times when i do misjudge and feign too late, causing the tank to lose aggro, but most of those times, i would be able to do a feign and return the aggro to the tank in less than a second. After retiring my warlock in october having played it for 5 months and created this hunter in october, this is also my 5th month playing as a hunter and i admit i am still learning the trade.
Please note that i am not trying to sow discord, or make myself an unpopular person, i was just trying to do wat i dun usually do in my own mini blog. I have the most respect for everyone in the guild i am in and i like all of the people inside the guild regardless of race, sex, age, gayed or ungayed(lol). Just felt like getting this off my chest so that i wont feel unhappy abt this again.
Just knew that a friend of Lyehuat and Yide is playing in WoW and is in the guild i am in lol. But i dunnoe how she know also...
Will probably be changing a new blogskin in the near future, hence the change of address to "accomodate" it haha
>Fired at 6:22 PM
